Well for once I have good news to report. I'm happy to report that things have finally  settled down and I am starting to feel stable again. However, to make this happen I've had to make a few changes in my life, and that is mainly why I'm writing this blog. First of all I'd like to give a huge thanks to a few very special people who have stepped up to the plate and have made me realize a lot of things about my life and its  kept a smile on my face and kept my head up knowing that I finally have a few stable people who I  can turn to when I'm feeling down, or just need someone to talk to, or just someone to share a good joke with and have a good laugh.

On a more serious note, I've also come to realize that people tend to come and go from the internet. And for those people who I once considered to be my friends in the past but don't talk to me much anymore today, I consider them "acquaintances" now. Just to make this clear it doesn't mean I don't care about them anymore, it just means that I don't plan on going out of my way anymore to try to keep in touch with these people who don't reply to my messages or phone calls. In fact, Its really not my loss if they want to treat me like that, I consider it their problem and not mine. I frankly don't always understand why people don't keep in touch, but all I can say is that I tried my best, and that's the best thing I can do! So if they don't want to talk, well, it isn't really my problem. I mean sure, it hurts me inside. but I've learned just to "move on" hence the title of my blog. People just aren't worth fighting for in order to get them to communicate with me.

To me, friendship takes the part of both people to make a good friendship work, and if both people don't work together with each other, then the friendship just isn't there. I know I try my best to be there for my friends who do care about me. Trust me, I know very well what a true friend is, and thankfully I'm glad to say that I have a few of them, and I've finally come to realize that's all I need to keep me going strong.

So once again thanks to my true friends for being there for me, you know I care with all my heart about ya all.

Finally, I wanted to say one last thing. Just remember to keep your head to the sky and follow your heart and look up to your dreams. And trust me, I know my dreams are going to happen, because I won't let anyone or anything stop me.

Till next time,

Ryan