Well, I'm back after taking a week off chatting on the net. The pain is still here but it’s slowly seeping away. I've learned a lot from what happened over the past few weeks.

Basically, I need to be way more careful before I start to trust new people in my life. I mean sure, I love meeting new people, I don't have a problem with that. The problem I have is how do I start to trust them? Its not an easy thing to do but I'm going to have to be strong and really get to know the person before I can put any trust in them!

The thing was before I would trust people so easy just because they seemed "nice." Well some people are two-faced and just because they seem like a good person, doesn't mean that in fact they are a good person. As someone once said: "Just because it looks and sounds good on the outside, doesn't mean that it's good on the inside. Sometimes you have to dig further down and find the rotten part of them."

So yeah, the net can be a great place, and it can also be a horrible place too! People can put on "acts" to pretend to be your friend, and then turn around and back stab you. It’s really sad what the world has come to, but there are still some good people left on this earth. I will carry on with my head up and not let some two-faced back stabbing jerks ruin my life. As the saying goes "what goes around, comes around." I do believe this to be true, and I'm sure in some way those people will have bad karma. I know that in the end I will win and as many of you know I never give up.

-Ryan